My thoughts - inner monologue and poetry

Why did I let her convince me to go with her to an art exhibition?? At this moment I was certainly not sober. I could have done so much better things today.

I always wonder what is so interesting about art exhibitions: many pictures hanging on a wall in several rooms and one going slowly from picture to picture. Wow, how interesting. But well, everyone has different preferences.

I hope we don't stay too long in this exhibition.

I`m really surprised. I wouldn't have thought that there would only be a dark room. I´m surrounded by paintings. No, not really paintings, collages. Everything moves. It's really impressive and exciting, because every second I can see a new picture. This is such a different way to experience art! It´s like a dream and the situation is kinda familiar to me.

It feels like my LSD -trip last year. Wow, how fascinating round circles come and quickly disappear. Like on my trip, but there were pastel stripes in the sky.

I don´t know why I have so many thoughts all at once. 
Monets work, the water lilies. That can not be, either I dream or I really see it. This is exactly what I have imitated during my trip. 
I'm just really overhelmed to experience this again in another way. But this is also somewhat creepy. 

How would the pictures actually affect me, if no music would play in the background? Somehow unimaginable, because the music makes everything much more realistic. I wish I could also play the piano, the sounds are so releasing. And especially very mysterious. 

I almost thought the crosses and skulls fly into my face. Strange, it looks the same as the cemetry opposite our house. Especially the slightly creepy music. Hopefully I won't be afraid if I pass the cemetry. 

I never thought I'd be impressed with art. I am impressed by those who designed the exhibition.  A master achievement. If I'm impressed by art, then it's really good. 

First thoughts

I can´t desribe how exited I am
I am so excited what awaits me

first steps in the art exhibition
first steps in the darkness

pictures seem to fly to me and move
under my feet flows water
accompained by music from the epoch

these assoziations look different from all positions
and impressive are the bright colors in the dark

it all feels so real
everything so real

I am staring at the canvas
I see my favourite assoziation
I see the water lilies by Monet
accompanied by piano music and rain drops

it all feels so real
everything so real


Emilia Morgner